like a novel...

I have two friends of mine. Both has got the same name and both are great, as for me. So, let them call mr. A and mr. B.
They are know each other and think good about each other. But I feel quite different abot them.
Mr. A is smart, uniqe and special. If you ask me: Do you know someone special? I would surely answer "Yes!"/
I feel great about him. The whole my body starts shaking when he is around. I laugh, talk and feel great.
At least it was like this.
Because now it hurts. I am not too naive to believe "he is not ready" or "has difficult period". I'm sure he is just not that much into me. Otherwise he would be with me.
I know he likes me, he wants me and blah-blah-blah. But he is just not much into me. And it hurts.
We are pulling each other leg every single day. My brain is almost cold and clear but I'm head over heels in love.
Mr. B is completely different. He is much more organized and neat. He is clever but I wouldn't say he is unique. Moreover, he is typically nice.
I don't have my hands shaking and don't loose my breath when he is close, but I feel great, I feel amazing and comfortable. I feel like I'm the most interesting woman in the world. He listens to me, he cares about me. And it's just so natural that I feel great.
Mr. A is single and mr. B is in relationship. And if I know that feeling I have to mr. B is called "friendship" than what do I feel to mr. A?

...to be continued=)